What Makes Me Visible

What Makes Me Visible

What makes me visible is my tendency to make myself a presence in a room. This is not under my control, it is just who I am. I like to talk, and I like to make friends. It can be useful, and it can be my cross to bear. Sometimes I wish that I could sit with other people but not say anything at all. This is what I do when I’m mad. When I am upset or angry, I go silent. I will not talk to anybody and I shut myself out for a while until I am ready to talk to people again. I wish that I could do this when I am in a normal mood. I wouldn’t consider myself loud or obnoxious, but I definitely do like to make conversation with people. Yes, this can be a good thing because it means that I am outgoing. But being outgoing all the time is not what I aspire to be. I want to be quiet sometimes but still have fun. This is what makes me visible and I am proud of it, but only sometimes.