The Blackness of my Blackness are the terrible answers to the questions I ask myself.  It is the bottom of the hole that I dig for myself hoping for an answer beneath the crust,  blindly dig until I find myself surrounded only by the heavy earth of my mind.  I stay here, not because I want to but because if I try to climb I will only make more dirt fall upon me.  The only way to go is down.  The harder I dig the more tired I become.  Inevitably, I must give up and lay myself upon the ground, I press my cheek against the rough and granulated soil and I wish for sleep.
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